I hate my current gig as a barista.

Hi everyone. Before the pandemic, I was a singer for a cruise line. I was furloughed and stayed here in Vegas with my family for over a year. I met a special someone here and I really love this man. But I just got a job offer to go back to singing on a cruise ship. It’s 7 months on the ship, one month on land and back to 7 months. I hate my current gig (barista) and want to go back. I feel that I love both equally and want both in my life: singing, adventure and my man. What should I do?

Sushane/ 29 / Las Vegas, NV